Thank you to everyone for your comments and concern in regards to my last post. Things with Mr. Rawkstar are improving, but I can’t help but be a bit cynical from past experiences and wonder if I’m being naively positive about everything working out. In the end, I soothe my worries by telling myself that it’s better to be optimistic in situations like this, as having a sour attitude never gets you anywhere. Deep down, I do believe that we belong together, but I also know that the success of our relationship is dependent on much more than just some cosmic fate bullshit.
My lack of recent posting is more because of a crazy schedule than anything, so no worries about me, ok?
I’ve actually had a great week while I’ve been away. I went and saw this totally fun Rolling Stones coverband with a dear friend last week, followed up by a camping trip with 7 of our closest friends. We arrived home with barely enough time to unload the car and shower before leaving to go see a concert by a good friend of mine who was in town. Mr. Rawkstar and I then decided to take the next couple of days off work to spend time with him and his guitarist, which was awesome. He just signed a huge record deal and has some amazing things happening in his future. We’re really excited to be able to provide him with a place to stay whenever he’s in the area and support him in any way we can. I’m certain he’s going to be a big thing in the near future. It’s pretty crazy, actually. Check out his stuff if you have a minute.
After all that fun, I’d really love to relax for a bit, but that’s not going to happen anytime soon. Tonight I’m getting together with some of my best girls for dinner and the wine bar and then tomorrow is the beginning of a hectic weekend. My mom’s best friend is coming to town with her daughter (who’s a few years older than me) and we’ve got non-stop plans to shop, go out on the town and wine taste. My poor liver. It’s seen more wine in the last week than I think it’s ever cared to! Next weekend we’re going camping again (MORE wine…last trip polished off 9 bottles between 3 people) and then the following weekend, 15 of my closest friends and I are piling in a limo to go wine tasting for my birthday. After that weekend, I think I’m going to need to detox…or pull a Lohan and check myself into rehab. LOL!
So, despite a little bit of drama in the love department….life is good. I do have faith that we’ll get through this rough patch, but no matter what, I know that I am surrounded by amazing people and a steady flow of wine.
As I would say if we were parting in person, “Kisses!”

Glad to hear things are getting a little better with Mr. Rawkstar. Fate won’t do all the work, but as long as you two are willing to work on things, it can happen.
Sounds like you’ve had some fun stuff going on (and coming up), but your liver will definitely need a break.
Congrats to your friend. I checked out his myspace page and his music is really good!!
I am so glad things are going okay! Have fun with all these adventures you’ve got going on!
Good news on the Mr., but why did you have to go to the projects to take that “kisses” picture?
So glad things are OK. I was worried about you. Lots of excitement going on around you! Have fun!
ooh, I LOVE your hair in that picture!
I’m glad to hear that things are ironing out, but you’re right, they can’t iron themselves!
Don’t forget to stop and smell the roses in the midst of the crazy schedule you’re about to experience!
Ah ! So glad to read the little update and hear about your good week! I hope life is all sunshine and roses in no time !
Kisses back!
Glad things are looking up. Stay positive since you’re right, there’s no point in being negative about it. Hopefully, things will work themselves out in due time.